Thinking of blogging properly again. This week has been beyond hellish and at the end of every day it has felt like my soul has been sucked out through the top of my head, but I have done a ridiculous amount of work and it feels amazing, like I’m finally getting on top of everything and for the first time in ages I feel like living again.
Yayyy the weather is finally starting to resemble spring! I’m gonna take a half day tomorrow and go shopping for some nice spring-like teas in a pretty dress, because this week, wearing scrubs all the time and feeling like shit can go and fuck themselves. Stereotactic surgery, I wash my hands of you. Also fuck working for 13 hours straight with a 20 minute break. Never again.
Nobody tries to take away your right to use a condom. Nobody hammers into your head that you should feel guilty and shameful about preventing your gift-from-God sperm from fertilizing an egg and thus ensuring the birth of a beautiful child. No politician tells you using condoms makes you a slut. Nobody bombs a convenience store that sells condoms, threatens people who put condom vending machines in areas, or attacks politicians who support condom use.
fml I think I’m getting sick again after having just recovered, had to choose between a 12 year old and a 9 year old antibody to put on my 60+ sections and wont be surprised if both are expired who the fuck keeps antibodies for that long, this lab is crazy, almost broke a piece of equipment just now in the middle of cleaning it, my cells got completely overgrown and are now weird and clumpy, my mouse hates me and I just want to go home and hug 3 cats :( Fuck being a “scientist” or having contact with germ-carrying humans.
My mouse doesn’t love me and that makes me sad, because I love my mouse so much that sometimes I can’t sleep at night because I’m too busy worrying if he’s died when I can’t hear him scuttling around :( I just want him to stop hiding in his tunnel all the time so I can feed him treats and look at his adorable little face